It started about a year ago when I noticed my boyfriend ogling my friend. It was kind of embarrassing and I tried to ignore it, but he was kind of obvious about it. I know she is prettier than I am and she has a figure I could never have without a good bit of surgery.
I tried to put it out of my mind but when we had sex that night he was … more aggressive than usual and I couldn’t help but wonder if he was thinking about her. I felt so humiliated but I orgasmed really hard.
A few weeks later my friend and I were out drinking. I don’t remember how it came up but I ended up telling her about it. I’m kind of known for being painfully honest when I’m drinking.
She kind of teased me the rest of the night, saying she was going to steal my boyfriend and he’s probably thought about her every time he fucked me.
To be honest I was so embarrassed I wanted to cry but at the same time it really turned me on too. We ended up making out a little. It was the first time I’d ever kissed another woman.
After that my friend changed how she acted around my boyfriend. She got really flirty with him and started touching him in front of me and my boyfriend seemed to love it. He seemed to always want to have sex after she left.
Fast forward a few months and one day when I was over at my friends apartment she told me she’d fucked my boyfriend. She started telling me all the details about how they met at a park and she’d ridden him in his car.
It was so awful but my body thrummed as she told me all the details. I ended up on my knees a with my head between her legs as she laid on the bed. And before I went home I sat in my car and made myself cum.
Since then she has fucked my boyfriend several times. Once she sent me a picture of him leaving her place. Every couple weeks I’ve gone over to her apartment and she will tell me how he has fucked her. She never really touchs me. I just end up eating her out while she talks about my boyfriend.
A couple times I’ve eaten her out the same day that she had sex with my boyfriend and at least once I’m sure I tasted her when I went down on my boyfriend.
He doesn’t know about any of it. I’m sure he’s just happy fucking the both of us, although he seems a lot less interested in having sex with me now.
It’s stupid and toxic and pathetic, I know. Sometimes it makes me feel kinda gross. But I can’t help how much it turns me on and I find myself thinking about the two of them often when I’m masturbating.