Basically the title.
For some background, I'm a third year engineering student at a state university. I just got out of a three year serious relationship about 8 months ago. I got dumped after she started cheating on me with another guy (only found this out later lol). For about 6 months after the fact I was in a severely depressive state where the only thing I could focus on was my studies and video games to distract myself from how betrayed and shitty I felt. I was textbook in love with this girl, and we frequently talked about getting married/having kids/our future, the whole gist. Despite our close relationship, we never actually had sex because of her religious beliefs. The furthest we had ever gone was a blowjob, and I had never seen her naked below the waist.
Fast forward to the past 2 months. My mental state has been improving and I have been reconnecting with my friends and family after mostly shutting them out after the breakup. I worked up the courage to download Tinder, which I had never done before. I set up my profile and started spamming swipe right because I figured the best strategy was to cast a wide net. Used it for a few days with some matches and texts back and forth, but nothing ever came out of it, and I ended up deleting it to focus on my final exams.
Once my finals were over, I figured I would redownload Tinder to give it another shot because I had nothing better to do. After the very first profile popped up, I kid you not, my jaw fucking dropped. Let's call her "Rose". Sexiest fucking girl I had ever seen in my life. To paint you a picture, she's a goth 18 year old, jet black hair, red lipstick, skinny hot body, tattoos, D cup tits (guess), thigh gap. Instantly got a boner sitting there scrolling through her pictures. Now keep in mind I am not anything close to goth. I basically look like your stereotypical nerd with glasses, but I don't consider myself to be ugly. Been told I have a sharp jawline and fairly athletic looking body (dropped 30 lbs after being dumped lol). I immediately message this girl on ig before even swiping right, honestly not expecting to receive a reply. By now though I'm sure it's obvious that is not what happened.
To cut to the chase, we exchange a few DMs over ig and I get her sc. We talk and flirt for a few days. I learn that she's really into heavy metal and she works as an independent artist in a town about 45 minutes away. Genuinely am very interested in this girl at this point. After a few days I suggest we meet up. She agrees and we end up meeting at the town square to look at the Christmas lights.
She's even more hot in person. Wearing all black and fish net leggings even though it was freezing outside. I cannot accurately describe to you how attracted I am to this girl. She gives me a tour of her town as we walk around and look at all the lights. It felt like a movie. Eventually we make our way to a bench under a Christmas tree and have a long conversation. We talked for about three hours straight.
I learned that she was part of a very fucked up religious cult and was recently excommunicated after losing her virginity before marriage. She told me how she became a Satanist after she left, but doesn't actually believe in Satan, or any higher power for that matter. I am not a Satanist but I also do not believe in a god after being raised as a Christian, so we bonded over that. She has been through a lot of fucked up shit which I won't go into but it was very intense. Listening to her story only made me more attracted to her. I had never met anyone like this girl in my life. During the whole conversation I am slowly getting closer to her and getting more touchy. My arm slowly makes its way over her shoulder to warm her up from the cold, and later onto her thigh. Keep in mind I literally have only ever been physically affectionate with one girl in my entire life (my previous girlfriend) so this whole experience was blowing my mind.
I finally work up to asking if she wants to head back to my place, and to my delight she accepts. I drive her back to my place and we hold hands the whole way there. She gets comfortable on the couch while I get her a drink and turn on a horror movie. I join her on the couch and we watch the movie for a good 5 minutes before I place my hands on her cheek and turn her face towards mine. We start making out and my hands make their way to her tits. My dick is fucking throbbing at this point. I don't think I've ever been more hard.
Our clothes slowly start falling off as we get more and more rough making out. Before I know it she takes my dick into her mouth and I grab her neck and start bobbing her up and down as I fingered her over her panties. After that I made my way on top of her and slowly started kissing her down her body. From her lips, to her ears, to her neck, to her now bare tits, to her flat stomach. I tore her panties off and start eating her out and fingering her, as her black nails started gripping onto my back. I had never even seen a pussy outside of porn before this point so you can imagine how all of this felt. She was moaning and I made sure I asked what felt good, and how to make it even better.
She sucks my dick again for a while, and then gets on top of me. We're both completely naked at this point. I rub my dick on the outside of her pussy, and then she takes my hand and helps me put it in because I had no idea how to lol. As soon as I was inside her I felt a feeling I had never felt before. Everything just made sense. It was fucking crazy. Felt like a warm blanket went over my soul. I had fantasized for over a decade what this moment would feel like and it was finally here. She continues to moan and ride me until we were both satisfied. We make our way over to my bed and cuddle there naked for about 20 minutes while I caress her back and ass. We probably fucked for about an hour. At this point it's 4 AM so we finally agree I should probably take her back home. We both get dressed and I drive her back, holding hands the whole way. She said she had a lot of fun and wants to see me again soon.
I could not be happier right now. I felt like my life was over for so long. But now, I just aced all my exams and then met this amazing fucking girl. I have no idea where this is going to go but I am really excited for what the future holds for the first time in what feels like forever.
UPDATE: Someone sent me DMs insisting I was lying about everything I said. They also harassed me, insulted me, sent me death threats, etc. I lashed back at them in a not so smart way, and they reported me and got my account banned. Once I see Rose again I'll be posting the update on a new account. Right now the new account is obviousthrowaway_16. If I end up not being able to post the update on that one I'll just make a new one and post it on this subreddit, you'll just have to find it.