Throwaway account for obvious reasons
My ex really wanted kids and due to medical reasons I'm unable to have them. He didn't want to adopt. I thought this was fine and we could work through it but then he had an affair, we got divorced and now he has kids with her.
The whole situation with my ex kind of fucked with me for a while. I'm in a much better place now, but it kind of wrecked my confidence with guys and so I haven't really dated for a couple years. I'm putting myself back out there, but I hadn't really had sex for a while there. I bring this up because I've acquired a bit of a collection of toys in that time. What can I say? A girl has needs.
So I was playing with my toys, getting really into it, as you do, and I notice the neighbor's son looking through his window into mine and he 110% saw everything I was doing and was jerking off. I have a bit of an exhibitionist thing. In the past it was mainly just giving some good old road head to my ex, a remote control vibrator he controlled in public, hooking up in the handicap stall etc. Knowing he could see me turned me on so I started giving him a bit of a show, which was much appreciated by him. I kind of did a come hither thing and he got the message and like two minutes later he was ringing my doorbell.
I had some second thoughts about what I was about to do at this point, but I could see his cock straining against his jeans and once inside his hands were all over me. God it felt so nice to be touched like he was touching me. He wanted me so badly, I was so wet and needed him inside me. We went to my room and in no time his clothes are off and he's pounding me. He asked me where I wanted him to cum and I told him inside and he got really excited and he FILLED me.
We exchanged numbers after and we've been texting. I know I should probably not encourage him, but he was the first person I slept with in a WHILE and the sex was good. It also turns out that's not the first time he's watched me, I guess I'm not that great at remembering to close the curtains haha