I fucked my coworker last night purely because of what was in his pants and I have zero regrets about it

Okay so this is one of those stories where I have to be honest about my motivations from the jump because there was no other reason this happened and I feel like owning that is the right move 😭

Ryan is my coworker. We work in the same team, we get along really well, he's one of those people you actually like talking to at work which is rarer than it should be. He's heard every story about my situationships and my terrible decision making with men over the past year because he's the person I debrief with on slow afternoons. Sweet guy. Funny in a dry way. Very much not someone I had ever looked at like that because he's not usually my type, tall and skinny with glasses and the general energy of someone who knows a concerning amount about one very specific thing.

Anyway I was at his apartment last night just hanging out and he pointed out that my nipples were hard through my shirt which, fair, they were, it was cold and also my nipples are embarrassingly sensitive, like barely-any-stimulus sensitive, which is both a gift and a curse depending on the situation.

So I pulled my shirt down and showed him and made some joke about it and he reached over and rubbed both of them gently and I laughed and pulled my shirt back up and also became immediately and inconveniently horny, which was not the plan for the evening 😅

But then I noticed he was very obviously trying to hide something in his lap and doing a bad job of it and I told him it was my turn and reached over and touched him through his shorts and felt something that did not make sense for the person sitting next to me and I pulled my hand back and just stared at him for a second.

I asked to see.

He pulled his shorts down and this absolutely enormous cock just appeared. Just out there. Thick, I mean thick, the kind where you wrap both hands around it and there's still cock left over, and long in a way that made me do a very quick and somewhat alarming mental calculation. I had no choice, I had to touch it, I had to feel it. I stroked it with both hands while he sat there trying not to look too pleased with himself and I told him I could not believe he had been hiding this from me for an entire year of work friendship, through team meetings, through every single conversation I'd had with him about other men, this whole time 😭

Look. You CANNOT find a cock like that in the wild and just leave it there. That is not something a reasonable person does. I asked if he wanted to fuck and he said yes and that was the full extent of our deliberation.

We did it on his couch and I got on top of him first and had to take my time working him inside me because thick is a different experience than long and I was soaking but still, a lot to take. Once I got there though, god. His cock was hitting things I didn't know were available to be hit and I was embarrassingly loud about it. He got his hands on my hips and started moving me and I came within minutes which was humiliating in the best way.

Then he bent me over the arm of the couch and fucked me from behind and that angle with that size was something I was not prepared for, like I had my face in the cushion making sounds I've never made before, and he grabbed my hips and went harder and I came again and dug my nails into his couch cushions and lost track of time for a while.

He finished inside me, warm and deep and a lot, and I just stayed there for a second because my legs had opinions about moving.

The skinny nerdy ones, I'm telling you 😅 I don't know the science but I'm starting to think it's a pattern and I'm now paying considerably more attention at work.

I'm still walking carefully today. He texted me this morning like nothing happened. We have a team meeting on Thursday and I am simply not thinking about that.

Like I would do it again, immediately, it was a great time.