A bit of a darker story here, but I had a friend I’d known since we were little kids. He was genuinely the most sweet guy you’d ever meet, he was so helpful and kind. He was diagnosed with cancer two years ago now, something he’d always been fearful of as it ran in his family. I was hanging out with him at the start of this year when he told me something.
He told me he didn’t want to die a virgin. How he’d always been jealous when I managed to get with someone cause he didn’t wanna fuck whilst he was being treated for cancer, but he wanted to experience it. So he asked for a favor. I admit, it took me some time to come up with an answer. He made me very aware that I could say no, and equally made it clear that I tell everybody if it did happen. I eventually decided to do it, and he told me he enjoyed it. It's been 3 or 4 months since he passed, and I still miss him everyday. I love you still, and I hope you’re in a better place now x