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First impressions of anal sex as an anal masturbation veteran

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You grow up learning that asses are dirty. I was no exception, especially as a young girl. Maybe that was why anal play stuck out in my mind as *the* ultimate taboo when it came to sex. So by the time I got to college, and my boyfriend and I had exhausted a laundry list of vanilla sex acts, anal was my first choice.

He was hesitant but I had playing with my ass for years by that point. Pens, hairbrush handles, bottle necks, but never a real cock. I only needed a little lube to get his head in, but that was where the real challenge started.

You know how the head is kind of soft and spongy? The shaft is the polar opposite. So when he started to pull out, then push back in, each time going an inch further, I felt my asshole stretching the widest it had ever been for the first time ever.

I had a primal reaction. I really felt like an animal on my back, holding my legs up, watching my nipples perk up like they knew what was coming. My little red clit was hard, too--so hard that it actually stood up a bit. I was determined not to touch it because I wanted to focus completely on this new experience. (Over the next several weeks I realized that I no longer got *anything* out of touching it. Anal was so much better that clit orgasms became weak and pointless.)

When his dick was fully inside me I could feel my hole clenching down on him, like my body had been craving it. It felt like my ass was actually sucking on him--trying to suck out his cum. It felt right, basically. Like I had finally found my purpose and it most certainly did not involve my pussy. All I knew is that for the first time ever I was completely full and my body was letting me know it was good.

As he began to rock in and out of my ass, my boyfriend commented that my pussy was really wet. It was dripping down my thighs and ass cheeks and soaking the bed, even though neither of us had touched it. For some reason the idea of having my ass--the "wrong" hole--fucked while my actual, made-for-fucking hole went ignored was a huge turn-on.

Apparently my boyfriend thought the same, because he told me to hold it open it so he could see how empty and hungry I was. I reached down and spread my pussy open, wishing I had something in it but at the same time thrilled at how much more I was taking with my "wrong" hole. I could feel all my juices leaking out and thought about how pointless it was--no one was going to use my pussy that night. Every time my boyfriend pulled out, I could hear a slippery noise; my juices were getting thicker and sloppier as my pussy got more desperate for attention. It made good lube for my ass, at least.

It only took a few minutes for my ass to learn the shape of a cock. Once I opened up fully I could feel the head scraping the deepest part of me, deeper than it ever went in my pussy. It was so close to wear I wanted it to be, and it felt different, but good. It ached, but the ache was *why* it was good. Everything about anal reminds me that it's the wrong hole and the pain is just part of that.

I came so close to coming that even the air on my clit felt stimulating. Maybe I had actually been coming the entire time. I was making sounds I had never heard before that were super embarrassing... The closest comparison I can make is an animal being bred. I was totally helpless. The feeling of being fucked in the ass is full-body. There's nothing like being that vulnerable while your most sensitive hole is pried open by a massive cock.

And when you're done? You kind of stay open, and that's what I loved the most. The gape afterward was proof I had been used for something incredibly wrong. My asshole was puffy and swollen and my pussy ached, dying to be touched, and denying it the most basic attention made all the sensations that much stronger. There's nothing like seeing your ass slightly open from the night before and knowing you're ready to do it all again. And of course, the ache sticks around... A nice little reminder.



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