I was a hard-core masc lesbian who never thought I could like men, and now I have a bf

I always found men gross sexually, was never into dick at all. In fact I felt I wanted to have a dick so I could fuck women better. Lol. I did have a few friends, and one of these guys was my best friend. We were always close and we liked to do stuff like wrestling. Eventually we got closer and I felt weird twinges of something I couldn't name. There was one time I was incredibly upset about failing a semester and he just consoled me and held me close... I remember the fluttery feelings as I was against his chest. Tried to pass it off. One day we're wrestling and the tension is so strong. He just looks at me and knows... and goes in to kiss me. It progressed fast and what felt humiliating and humbling was that it all felt so much better than anything I've ever done with a woman. I knew then. We ended up dating, and now I feel like he's my soulmate and we will be bringing a child into the world soon. I don't see a life without this man, but if my past self saw me now, it would be all disgust and betrayal haha.