(24f) I made the mistake of agreeing to go skinny dipping with friends

This was the last weekend I was going to get to do summer type activities with my friends. We decided to have a backyard pool party/BBQ at my girl friend's house and I was really looking forward to it. I wasn't planning on going in the water so I didn't bother with a bikini, which was a mistake.

Now you gotta understand that my friends, my real friends, don't know about my sex life. They don't know what my relationship is like and they don't know what I get up to. So this was put of no where for everyone involved lol.

The alcohol was flowing and people were getting drunk. Myself included. Some people started to get in the pool, and I realized that I was the only person who didn't bring a bathing suit. My girl friend offered to loan me a suit but she is bigger than me. Not like fat, she was thicc with big tits lol. So It wasn't going to fit.

Anyway most of my friends were swimming, and I was drunk and felt like I was missing out. One of the guys suggested I just swim in my underwear since it was basically the same. The thing is, I was wearing a really cute matching set of underwear and I didn't want to ruin them. Which I explained. The next suggestion was just swim naked.

Well I was drunk. Everyone else was drunk. And the mere suggestion of going naked triggered my exhibition kink. But these were my friends. My real friends. I didn't want to fuck that up. So as tempting as it was, and as turned on as I found myself, I said no. My other girl friend said that I totally should, and that she would too if it made me more comfortable and before I could say anything she took her top off.

People laughed and cheered, and one of the guys took his trunks off. I was not ever planning on seeing one of my guy friend's cocks, but there it was lol. So I gave in. I took my dress off, and stripped off my cute underwear, and I was very aware that I was being watched as much as I was being cheered on.

I got in the water and tried to pretend that it was all normal, but the sexual tension was really high. Two naked girls in a pool has that effect I guess. Two of my other guy friends took their trunks off as well. I've known these guys for years, and there they were, naked. And I never expected one of them to be packing a fucking hammer lmao. Dude was hung lol.

At this point I was very very horny, and I lost all modesty. I wasn't trying to cover up at all, and I wasn't shying away from my guy friends checking me out. We were all splashing around and playing, and trying to dunk eachother. When I felt a hand on my ass, or my tits, I just let that happen. I enjoyed it. No one got bold enough to try anything else, but I probably would've let it happen. And I may or may not have wrapped my fingers around that huge, thick, semi hard cock at one point... ok, I totally did.

So now my friends have all seen me naked, I know which of my guy friends have nice cocks, and I let some of them touch me, and I gave one of them a few strokes. No matter what anyone says, my relationship with these people is forever changed. Especially since one of the guys has been texting me all day. He made a few comments about the party but he is playing it cool.

Now it's pretty obvious he sees me in a whole new light, and he's trying to see where I'm at. He's been flirty, and he's trying to get me to hang out. He even sent a shirtless selfie with an obvious bulge visible. I should have never gotten naked, and I definitely should not have grabbed his cock. Alcohol and exhibitionism is like the fatal combination for me lol.

So now here I am. Everything is changed now. I don't really know what to do about my friend. Like he knows I have a boyfriend. I could just tell him that I was drunk and caught up in the moment, but I also think that will make things awkward. But not addressing it will also make things awkward. My boyfriend thinks it's hilarious so he's no help lmao.

Oh well. I'll figure it out.