I had the most raw, intimate sex with a man 10 years older than me (f22)

Wow. I don’t know where to start.

Relationship of four years went up in flames a few weeks ago, it’s a long story but my ex made me feel terrible for so long. Tonight, I finally decided to start giving myself some self love and I said screw it, I’m getting dick.

My friends are single, and they have been encouraging me to come out and enjoy the single lifestyle with them. I finally caved because it had been so long since I had sex that I genuinely started craving it.

Thus, “Operation get Hannah (me) a man” was born.

I went all out and bought a cute black co-ord set and the most amazing pair of heels. They made me feel so sexy, I adore them so much.

It has genuinely been years since I went clubbing looking for guys so you can imagine how new it all felt to me again. Nevertheless I was excited to get out with my girls again, have some drinks and see where the night would go.

I didn’t drink too much, enough to just give me a little buzz and that bit of confidence.

I met a guy that I found really attractive at the bar, almost by accident. The only reason we started talking was because my friends disappeared from where they were standing and I asked if he had seen them. As soon as we started talking I was like “oop wait this man is actually really good looking”.

It turns out he is a professor at a university in another city and he came to see relatives, then ended up going out with some old friends.

I’d say we got to know each other over the next half hour, give or take, and there was definitely tension between us. The good kind. We kept dropping hints at each other, some joking around and I was really feeling him.

I told him about the situation with my ex and said that’s why I was out, because I was recently back to being single again, looking for something fun. He made a joke that the dating experience doesn’t get much better as you get older. I said no way, he’s far too sexy for that.

I don’t know how exactly it happened, but we started making out. I started touching him and he put a gentle hand around my throat while we were making out. Not choking, but lightly placing his hand there on my neck, and looking me dead in the eyes he said “forget your ex, you deserve better”. I wanted him there and then. It was just the way he said it and the tone in his voice. I swear I got butterflies.

I asked if he would come with me and grabbed his hand. Into the toilets we went. We found a stall and started going at it. It was intensely hot and steamy, the way he had this aura of pure desire in his eyes.

My tipsy heart was racing. I got down and sucked his dick. Someone walked in, and being honest, I didn’t really care if we got caught. I just kept blowing him. They left and we started having sex. I was up against the stall door with him behind me. In the heat of the moment I set my phone down and started recording it. I think drunk me was planning on sending it to my ex.

He was about to finish and I switched back to blowing him. I swallowed every last drop. He left, I got myself freshened up again and found my friends to tell them about it (and consequently Reddit).