Last year I made posts to communities asking for advice because I'd never been able to feel a penis actually inside me during piv. I spent years thinking I was broken or something was wrong with my vagina. I got some helpful advice mixed with some stupid advice.
I didn't put any of the advice to use until recently, though. I just thought I'd hate piv or penetration in general forever. Like it never hurt, but it didn't feel good. It didn't really feel like anything honestly. That is until now!
I went on a random tinder date with this guy. It was kind of impromptu. He asked me out the same night we were talking and I was feeling adventurous. Original plan was to see a movie, but we didn't actually go see any. Instead we parked in a random parking lot and started to fool around a little. I thought maybe we'd go as far as making out and some fondling, but I let him take the lead and oh my god I'm so glad I did!
He spent so much time just kissing me. Slow, sensual kisses before slipping his tongue in to meet mine. It was *magical*. Then he began to tease me by playing with my boobs. No one has ever spent that much time on my boobs before and now I'm going to beg for it. It got me so turned on and wet without ever even taking my pants off or touching me in between my legs.
I remember he looked into my eyes while I had this dazed "already fucked out" look on my face. He smirked and pulled my shirt off. Ugh. That was enough right there to make me gush. I thought he enjoyed taking his time kissing me, but no, this was his new moment to shine. The love he gave to my nipples was next level. I actually moaned without thinking about it. It was so hot and I didn't want him to stop. Eventually, he pulled away and I pouted while he laughed.
He eased me back to lay down and pulled my pants off. He told me to get ready and dove head first between my legs. To say I was stunned is an understatement. I've begged partners before to go down on me more and this guy was so eager! I felt like I was in heaven. My previous fucked out look had nothing on this. My legs already felt like jelly and he wasn't stopping. He kept going until I came twice! I was so happy I couldn't think straight.
He didn't even ask me to return the favor, but I gladly would have. I kind of wish I was all there enough to take the lead and deep throat him, but he literally fucked my brains out with just foreplay. He just smirked at me and called me a good girl while lining himself up to really take me.
Then he just slid right in. It was so smooth and effortless. He moaned in my ear and started off slow. I couldn't believe what I was feeling. I actually felt him inside me! And it felt so fucking good. I almost cried from pleasure. I think I looked emotional, so he kissed my face and asked me if I was ok. Consistent consent is so hot.
He didn't last long once he was inside me, but I take that as a compliment. We had a lot of fun and he gave me an experience I've not only never had before, but one I thought I could never have. It was truly the best sex of my life and now I'm sure I'm not broken.