My friend of four years came inside me last night and I cannot stop thinking about it

I met this guy at the very start of college and we became close friends immediately. Study sessions, group projects, always in each other's orbit. The most physical we had ever been was a hug. That was it for four years. Nothing ever crossed a line, nothing was ever weird, we were just genuinely good friends.

Last night we made plans to hang out properly for the first time in a while, dinner out and then a movie at mine. Normal friend stuff. I was not expecting anything to happen and I do not think he was either.

We ended up on the couch in the basement under a blanket because it was cold and got close the way you do when you are sharing a small space. We were laughing and talking and at some point I put my head on his shoulder as a joke kind of thing and he said he had really missed hanging out with me. I said I had too.

And then he kissed me.

Not a peck. A real kiss. And I kissed him back immediately without thinking and then we were making out properly and clothes were coming off and my brain was doing absolutely nothing useful at this point.

I pulled his cock out and just went for it. Started sucking him right there on the couch and the thrill of it, knowing this was my close friend of four years and that I had not been with anyone in a long time, had me so turned on I was shaking a little. He was into it. Very into it. He looked down at me and said my turn.

He went down on me briefly and then looked up and said "I want you" and something about hearing him say that, this person I had known for years, made my whole body respond immediately. I told him I wanted him too.

He told me to bend over.

I did. And oh my god. He pushed inside me and his cock was so thick and I was so excited, this was my friend of four years, and I just immediately started moaning. He fucked me like he had been waiting years for this which honestly maybe he had been. He made me come twice, which nobody does that fast, and then he slowed down and asked where I wanted him to finish.

I said inside me.

He stopped completely and looked at me and said "really?? Are you sure??" And the way he said it, so genuinely shocked, made me want it even more. I said yes, cum in me hard.

He grabbed my hips and went deep, a few really hard slow thrusts, and then I felt him finish inside me and it was a lot. A genuinely significant amount. I could feel it immediately and I just stayed there for a second processing the fact that my friend of four years had just creampied me on my basement couch.

I have been lying here since wondering what comes next. We have the same friend group and I genuinely do not know if he is going to say something to anyone 👀

That was the best sex I have had in an embarrassingly long time and it was with someone who has been in my life for four years and I had absolutely no idea what he was capable of. No idea at all.

What do I do with this information lol