my best friend's boyfriend came up with the hall pass idea himself and I've been thinking about that night ever since

okay so this happened a few weeks ago and I've been turning it over in my head every day since.

my best friend and I have been close for years. the kind of close where we've sent each other nudes as a joke that stopped feeling like a joke, where we've kissed at parties and never talked about it, where we know exactly what the other person sounds like when they're trying to stay quiet through a shared wall. we've always existed in this space that was almost something but never quite tipped.

she has a boyfriend. genuinely nice, clearly crazy about her. she'd mentioned to me a few times that she was curious about being with a girl but felt like she'd missed her chance. I told her I'd been thinking about the same thing lately.

apparently she told him all of this. because the hall pass idea was his.

his only conditions: it was with me, and he got to watch.

she texted me asking if I was open to it. I thought about it for about forty five seconds.

we picked a night. I showed up at their place with wine feeling completely normal about everything in a way that told me I was not feeling normal about anything. we sat and drank and talked and laughed and then she just leaned over and kissed me and that was that.

her boyfriend sat in the chair across the room and didn't say a word.

I got her on her back with two fingers inside her within a few minutes because I know her and I know what she responds to from years of her telling me everything. kissing her neck while I worked her, she grabbed at me like she needed something to hold onto and her sounds were nothing like I'd imagined and I had absolutely imagined.

I went down on her. mouth on her clit, fingers still inside, and she lasted maybe three minutes before she grabbed my hair and squirted on my face and made a sound that I'm certain her boyfriend heard from across the room. I felt the warmth of it hit me and I was so turned on I could barely think straight.

I pushed her head down after. she understood immediately. I lay back and she got between my thighs and started working while across the room her boyfriend watched with her ass up and her soaking pussy right there in his eyeline.

he lasted longer than I expected before he moved.

I heard him get up. heard him get behind her. felt her make a sound into me when he pushed inside her without asking, just did it, and she kept going on me while he fucked her from behind and I stared at the ceiling and held her hair and came embarrassingly fast watching him rail her over my body.

he finished inside her. I felt her go still when it happened.

I sat up, looked at both of them, and pulled her over me into a 69 and got my face between her thighs while she settled her weight over me. I tasted everything. her and him together, warm and slick, and it sent something through me I don't have a clean word for. I worked my tongue through all of it and felt her start on me and I came on her face about two minutes later while her boyfriend watched from the chair he'd quietly returned to.

we lay there after. nobody said much for a while. the kind of quiet that means everyone is processing something they didn't fully expect.

she texted me the next day. same time next week?

I've been thinking about my answer since.