My heart is still racing from this.
Last night, my boyfriend and I were out with our friends having drinks together. It was sunny out, so I wore a cute sundress and my converse.
Before I start I wanna set the scene a little before I get into the nitty gritty details;
Basically, my boyfriend and I have only started having sex literally just over a week ago. We were both each others first times because we felt comfortable with each other and omg, it was amazing and intimate. We’ve done it five times since then and I guess you could say we are addicted lol.
BUT in saying that, I didn’t expect what happened last night to happen at all.
So:
We went out to a bar and were sitting in a beer garden. Earlier I had sent him a picture of my outfit and he replied saying “holy fuck”. That was it. When I got there he said I looked unbelievable and gave me a kiss.
A few drinks later he was with his friends and I was sitting across from him with my friends. He took a snap of me while I was sitting in the sun half asleep (honestly I was so tired, I’d been up since 7am lmao) and sent it to me with the caption “goddess”.
It was honestly really cute, and a massive turn on for me. My horniness just came out of nowhere and I sent him a flirty message back. It turned into us sexting each other in front of our friends, and each time we’d glance up to see one another’s reaction after we sent something spicy.
I ran off to the bathroom, undone my dress straps and sent him a picture of me with my boobs out. I captioned it “oops” and when I came out of the bathroom he was standing there waiting for me. He grabbed my hand and said “that’s enough let’s go”, I was like “well okay then”, and away we went on an ✨adventure✨.
He said he wanted to fuck me so bad, so I said do it then. He said he had the perfect spot and said it would be all romantic and stuff. We went on a walk to a park that’s about ten minutes away from the bar. It’s surrounded by trees and forest, and at one side of the forest there is a little secluded clearing basically in the middle of nowhere that takes another five minutes-ish to get to.
We got to the spot and couldn’t keep our hands off each other. The sun was shining directly through the trees and it really was so romantic. We were making out and then he stopped me and said “one small problem”. I asked what and he said “no condoms”.
Now I’m about to tell you about the most dumbest stupidest but also hottest decision I ever made:
I said I didn’t care.
And we went straight back to making out.
I gave him head and then he put me up against a tree and pulled my dress up. Bam, now we’re going at it with no condom. It was so stupid but in the moment it was so hot. My heart was racing. He started thrusting and about ten seconds later I felt him stop and heard him say “oh my god”. He pulled out just before he almost came in me.
I think we were both in shock. He said he didn’t know what happened it just “felt so good” and I was thinking that was risky (a little late I know). We had to kind of calm each other down after a mini panic. It took a while for it to hit us what we actually just done 😭