I made my best friend's husband hard… and then I touched it!

Let me start by saying it sounds much worse than it was. This was the reason I came to Reddit in the first place, to get this off my chest. Now it's time.

2 weeks ago I got a new ceiling fan for my bedroom and I needed some help installing it. I asked one of my best friend's, Amanda, if her and her husband could come help me. She said she was busy running errands, but she'd send Jason over. About 30 minutes later there was a knock at my door.

Jason walks in with his ladder and I lead him to my bedroom. He was wearing a plain black t-shirt and gray shorts. (I was wearing a loose pink tank top and black Soffe shorts, in case you were wondering.) We got into my room and I had the ceiling fan box on the bed. (This is already sounding way worse than it needs to be, just being honest.) We both sat on the bed and assembled the fan. Then it was time to install it...

My bed is in the way of where it mounts, since it mounts kind of centered over my bed. I have 10 foot ceilings so standing on the bed won't work. He set the ladder as close to the bed as he could and had me pass him the fan, which I did. He started leaning over the bed from the top of the ladder, and it was not looking safe. Actually, it was very unsafe.

I was already on the bed, so I hopped up and stood tall on my knees facing him. I then reached up to support his body as he leaned over off the ladder to mount the fan. It was a bit of an awkward position for both of us, but we were focused on the fan and not killing him. As he leaned further to get it set, I had to brace myself up against him and my hands were supporting him at his waist.

I was focused on the fan getting installed and not paying attention to him at all, until he looked down at me and asked me to grab a part from the box. I bent down to grab it and moved my other hand more central to support him. I didn't think anything of it and as I turned to hand him the part I noticed he was looking down at me. In that moment I realized he could totally see down my loose shirt from above like that. I'm not sure if he was looking down my shirt, but he could have seen my entire boobs if he wanted to.

As I handed him the part I moved my hands back to his upper thighs to support him, and noticed something felt different. When I moved my left hand off the central location, I realized it was right on his penis. I immediately blushed, and acted like I had no idea. The problem was as I dragged my hand down and across to reposition it, I felt him. He was hard and in the location I stopped to support him, my hand was directly on it and pressing against it.

I could tell he was extremely uncomfortable and asked me to grab another part (probably hoping I'd pull that hand off and move it). I was also trying to get that hand out of there and end the awkwardness, so I pulled it off to grab the part. I was so relieved to have my hand off his penis that without even thinking I readjusted my right hand back up to the central area to support him as I grabbed the part with my left hand. You guessed it, I put my hand right on it again. I looked up at him to hand him the part, and he was looking down at me. He glanced at my hand on him, then back at me.

Finally, I just said, "Hey I'm going to reposition my hands, are you cool if I let go for a second?" He agreed and I'm certain we were both relieved. The fan got installed and he went home, while I was left there dying in guilt for making my best friend's husband hard and touching it multiple times. I still can't believe how embarrassing that was.

Later that day Amanda came by to see the fan and I told her all about it. She laughed and actually thought it was hilarious that I was so petrified. She literally said, "that's just how guys react, I'm sure it was harmless." I completely agreed, but having his erect penis in my hand felt so wrong.

There... I got it off my chest.