I can't stop letting guys cum in me on the first date

i think my biggest problem on first dates is that i genuinely cannot keep the words "cum in me" from coming out of my mouth. tbh it happens literally every time i get fucked. i'm just obsessed and addicted to it. literally addicted.

like i know normal people go on a first date and maybe kiss at the end. maybe. and i'm over here forty five minutes into coffee already thinking about how to get him back to his place so he can fill me up with cum. it's actually embarrassing how easy i am to cum inside.

i don't even play hard to get about it anymore. i have lost any sense of shame. i WANT them to know. i want them to know i'm the kind of girl who's gonna beg for it before they've even bought me a second drink. something about a guy i barely know finishing inside me just does something to my brain that i can't really explain and honestly i've stopped trying to fully understand it. i'm just wired that way.

the last one was literally a coffee date. COFFEE. we matched, he seemed cute, we met at this little place near his apartment. and the whole time we're sitting there talking about random small talk stuff, music or something, i had my legs crossed tight because i was already wet just from the way he kept looking at my mouth when i talked. i wanted him to kiss me.

i think we made it like an hour before i said something dumb like "so are you close by" and he was like yeah five minutes. and i just. stood up. didn't even finish my drink.

we barely got through his front door. he kissed me and i melted into it immediately, his hands were on my waist and then under my shirt and i was already pulling at his belt. he picked me up and carried me to his bed, and i wrapped my legs around him and i could feel how hard he was through his jeans and i just whispered "please don't pull out". i LITERALLY told him not to pull out and he hadn't even started fucking me yet lmao. i'm such a slut fr.

he stopped for a second and looked at me like he was making sure he heard me right and i said it again. "i want you to cum inside me. please." and his whole face changed. like something clicked. like something primal inside of him unlocked.

he started fucking me. my skirt pushed up, panties pulled to the side, and when he slid in i literally whimpered because it felt so good to finally have him in me after sitting across from him pretending to be a normal not a slut human for an hour. i had my fingers in his hair pulling him closer and i kept saying "deeper, please, deeper" and "don't stop, i need all of it".

and when he got close i could feel him start to slow down like he was gonna pull out and i locked my ankles behind his back and said "no no no cum in me, please cum in me, i want it so bad" and he just groaned and pushed all the way in and i felt every single pulse.

i came right after he did. just from the feeling of it. the warmth and the fullness and knowing he gave it to me even though we met two hours ago.

he cuddled me for a few minutes and then after that and we did it again. slower that time. and i begged him again because apparently i have zero ability to not. "fill me up again" with my face in his pillow and his hand on the back of my neck. and he did of course. the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of my already cum filled and messy pussy was a literal dream to me. god i love that feeling.

i walked home with his cum dripping out of my and soaking my panties. for most girls that would probably be the end. not me. of course i had to get one of my toys out and start fucking myself the moment i got home. i just kept thinking about how i was pushing his cum deeper and deeper inside of me, and i ended up cumming to the thought of it. i think i'm the actual definition of a cumslut. seriously.