He ended his two year relationship while I was on my knees between his legs and I came the moment he said it's over

this is probably the most unhinged thing I have ever done and I have done some pretty unhinged things lately so that is saying something.

there is this guy I have been seeing on the side for about two months now, he has a girlfriend, they have been together for like two years, he calls me over whenever she is at work or away for the weekend and we go absolutely feral until I have to leave before she gets back, and over the past few weeks I could tell something was shifting with him, like he kept bringing her up in this tired way, saying he was done, saying it was not working, saying he just needed to end it.

I mostly just nodded and kept doing what I was doing because it was not really my business and I did not fully believe him.

and then last week it happened.

I was on my knees with his cock in my mouth when her name lit up his screen and he told me to stay quiet and picked up, and I could hear her from all the way down there, she was LOUD, like something had clearly happened and she was not happy about it at all, I could not make out every word but the energy was unmistakable.

and instead of stopping I just kept going.

I do not fully know what that says about me but I kept going and I started rubbing my clit while I listened to the argument escalate above me, his free hand coming to the back of my head every few seconds, the whole situation doing something to me that I am not proud of but cannot pretend did not happen.

the argument got louder and louder and I was getting closer and closer and then I heard him say it, clear and flat and final:

"we're done. I'm not doing this anymore. it's over."

I came the moment those words were out of his mouth, like immediately, no gap, the most intense orgasm I had had in months, face pressed against his thigh trying to stay quiet while my whole body went through it.

I could hear her tone change completely the second he said it, like she had not actually believed he would do it, and she started pleading but he just hung up, and the moment the call ended he grabbed my head with both hands and used my throat until he finished, and I just took it, still coming down from my own thing, feeling this completely insane mix of guilt and satisfaction that I have not fully made sense of since.

She is blowing up his phone with msgs every day since, I've been blowing his cock with my mouth every day since instead. I think I might know which he prefers

I kinda feel bad, but that orgasm was something else tbh, type of stuff u can't get normally if you know what I mean. I would be lying if I said I have not thought about it every single day since it happened 😬