My son's friend wants to videotape him fucking me and post them on the internet.

I'm 38, divorced, and living by myself. He is 19 year old, young, rough, and has such an amazing libido. We met at my son's birthday party and I gave him a blow job in the bathroom and then I gave him my number and told him to cal me. The next day he got in contact me, came over and fucked me until I was drooling and blabbering from all the orgasms I was having. I had been extremely sexually frustrated. Ever since then, every day, he has been coming over to my place after his classes and he has literally been fucking my brains out.

Recently, however, he suddenly had the urge to record him fucking me and he said he wanted to post them online. The idea does turn me on quite a bit, because I mod for a few NSFW reddit subs where lots of women post their sexy nudes and sex videos on the internet. Even though I posted them before, I've since stopped after I became a mom. I just think it's something that's immoral and unbefitting of a mom. So initially I told him no.

But last night as he was fucking me doggystyle from behind, he whispered to me, "I want to videotape you and share the video online so people can see what I'm seeing." As you can imagine he said this during my weakest moment. He has an amazing cock and when he fucks me he melts me from inside out and I was moaning "Yes, omg, yes, oh god yes ..." over and over again and I couldn't even think straight.

So after I said a bunch of yes'es, he took out his phone and started filming me, and when I realized that I was being videotaped, my whole body went into orgasmic mode and I cummed again and again and as I was cumming, he was filming me, calling me a slut, and spanking my ass ...

After the sex he showed me the video and I was absolutely mortified because I looked like an absolute slut. I thought about asking him to delete the video but honestly, I just looked so hot in the video. Honest to god, I felt like I was a porn star, and so I told him that he can keep the video, but he is not allowed to upload them on the internet. He asked me why, and I told I was ashamed. Then he said that "you claim to be ashamed, but your pussy drips like a leaky faucet everytime I fuck you."

He knew I was lying about being ashamed. To be honest, I don't think it's that big of a deal. Lots of women share their naughty nudes and videos on the internet, but I was conflicted because he knew my son and I don't want my son to accidentally stumble upon my sex videos, especially when I'm actively fucking one of his friends.

I know this is fucked up but I just can't stop myself. His cock feels so good and I think I'm really in love with this young man, and I'm seriously think about asking if he is willing to marry me one day.